Now.
I just wanna leave this blog to death.
New Link Now.
OfficiallyQian
Feel free to link me up.
Leave down your URL too.
I'll link you back.
=)

今天
跟Quan聊了点LCH的事

很自然的, 告诉了Quan我的感觉

还没跟CH一起前
一直放不下一个人
在一起了,放下了
但却有跟CH分开
反而放不下CH

Quan说
一半也要感谢CH
让我放下了之前的
可是! 他让我放不下他叻

真是可笑
我脑袋里,有个我从来没做过更加没想过的事情
倒追==
我想了好多天
还是没那个勇气
而且也在想,值不值得.

刚才看过一套戏
它说
爱情里没有值不值得,只有爱不爱.
我爱.那又怎样?
他不爱了,感觉乱了,我又能怎样?

老实说,
我不知道他的感觉

一直以来我都说自己笨
真的是超笨!
笨到无可救药
一次又一次的被伤害
还是要爱

记得BabeTing说过我
我只是感到孤单,想找人陪而已
我有想过这个问题
但..我觉得不是
我不是只是感到孤单想找人陪而已
我是真的真的想被爱
被关心
然后让我不用在去伪装
不用带面具

对于CH的感情
我是不是应该放下?
对,朋友都说该放下
可是我就是放不下啦

不爽!!
><

我问过我自己
才5天的感情
为什么会放不下
曾试过1个月分了还不是没感觉?
为什么就是这次放不下
为什么呢?

因为,因为
CH会让我笑
除了Darling和BabeeTing以外
CH,是第一个会让我从心里笑出来的人
Darling说,可能真的是这样吧

下午在K房
听着歌,他也在房里
突然泪不听话的流了下来
我也不知道为什么
心抽着抽着
好难透气
我以为我可以面对
原来,我不能

如果可以
我绝对不放

Home

Went Aeon today.

with dear dearest dear.

(err. too long le la. change!)

BabeeTing.

xD

and also his friend.

and for sure "HIM" too.

Erphem.

well,

not that fun like that day.

i dont know why.

tears for a couple minute.

same. i dont know why

ate 2 lolipops today.

after eating, mood becomes better.

can laugh le. lol

watch "All well end's well"

(errm. izit the name? O.o whatever.)

keep laughing. but keep thinking of HIM.

Erphem.

Lee Chun How!

get away from my mind please!

:'(

the day before today.

speechless about yesterday.

bet some of you know i went kota bharu to celebrite CNY.

start the journey on 1pm

guess what time i reach home.

4.30 in the morning. =)

damn!

in the car for 14hours!

blame the stupid polis. thanks

block for 3hours at Kuala Krai

after that, at genting there i think.

jam for 5hours.

without reason.==

3am+ at one petro station eat McD.

gastralgia!!

while eating my stomach keep pain.

tears oso wan come out.

and finally reach home on 4.30am

sleep til 10+ then wake up prepare go aeon.

at KB.

i lazy to story it.

just leave it there.

no one wanna knows too. xD

toodless.

忘了从什么时候开始,
我对爱情,不再抱着玩玩得心情
接受了,就全心全意的去爱
但,当我不再玩玩全心全意的时候,
换来的
却是被玩
可能,这就是所谓的
what comes around goes around.

一个永不分手的恋情
真的那么难找到吗?

一礼拜的今天,
我以为我找到了
但后来我发现
原来,又是一场空

爱情~
真是可爱,可笑又可悲啊~
你认识我,我不认识你；
你喜欢上我,我认识你；
你爱上我,我喜欢上你；
当我爱上你,你已离我而去

Why cant i just stop viewing that blog?
==
damn it!

ChunHow.
remember what i said before?
i say that you're the first boy that couple with me and makes me cry on the first day.
(because of the touching blog)
and the 5 day,
you makes me cry again.
cz you said that,
we couple is kind of impulse.
you think alot,
what you wan is can meet every time.
or i say every day.

but,
do you think of this.
we still a student
we doesnt study at a same school.
we still dont have the real freedom.
so how can me meet every time or every day?
I want it too, but is that possible?
mayb this all not important anymore.
=)

you're special to me.
know why?
cause you can make my real smile appear.
but now, all I have is a fake smile.
I wont blame you.
cause Im the one who tot this time is real.
I've said before.
Im just a stupid girl.
that you comment before?
lolx. i think you forget it le~
yes, im reali a stupid girl.
stupid in everything.
even now we ad break up, i still miss you.
lolx~!
dumb right?

honestly,
you really are the first boy that makes me tears when we break up and only couple for 5 days.
and i miss your smile.
remember i said before that i like to see you smile?
remember to smile more ya~

守在你的 左右 最单纯的念头
我好想从你眼中找到我 能扞卫的温柔
躲进我的 宇宙 最安全的星球
当所有流星远离了天空 成为你的 最忠诚星座
remember you tag me in this song?
and also
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
慢慢就会忘记
还是要爱你
时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手 才知道是永久
you said that you'll sing for me one day?
lolx.
I tot i really can hear it.
but now,
yes~! in my dream, i'll hear it. but not in real life.

I tot you're different from the others.
when I wanna change my relationship to "single"
i stare at the "save changes" for a couple of minutes.
lolx.
first time too. =P
I really dont want this to happen.
but its happened.
so just let it be.
I hope we still are friend.
mind? =)
* or couple back? Just jk.

Getting sick soon

ish~!

why at this time.

Sore Throat, Running Nose.

all come.

Fever dont come yaa.

If wan come after CNY.

I'll glad for that. xD

Stil the same for me.

didnt concentrate on any sub, except E.A.

Found my LovesOne.

bet you guys knew it.

gotta go.

movie time. xD

toodless.

I Miss How. ♥

The second day in L.O.V.E

How.♥

MyLovesOne

An impossible thing happened today. =)

But it feels good. ♥

Yes.

Im couple now.

No longer single. =)